I woke up this morning and something felt different.
A weird peace within that felt so calming, like a weight had been lifted off my chest and I could breathe again.
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I'd had great hopes for 2015.
I was so sure that after such an awful end to 2014, what with breaking up with my boyfriend after 7 years because he broke my heart, moving out of our home and essentially starting from scratch things could only get better, right?
Wrong.
On Valentine’s Day he got engaged.
I thought I knew what it meant to be heartbroken, at the bottom of the bottom - until Facebook greeted me with a shiny ring and two deliriously happy faces declaring their love for one another.
Earth shattering, soul destroying, emotionally draining, all-consuming news that left me feeling like a shell of who I was.
After a matter of months how was it possible for him to be in love with someone else, let alone engaged? I felt every emotion all at once, my body ached with sadness, my anxiety levels went through the roof and I threw up from the shock. I was so unbelievably furious, too. After so many years, all that love we'd built together and he didn’t even have the decency to tell me himself? My god I hate Facebook.
I questioned my self-worth. I mean if he didn’t want to marry me after all that time and chose her to be his wife after 5 fucking minutes, what did that say about me? About us?
And who the hell was he, now? The man I'd grown with, loved, cherished?
I don't know this man, I thought. This man is absolutely insane.
It all felt a bit too dramatic really – this is the sort of crap that goes down in Eastenders, not real life. I spent weeks numb to the world, avoiding contact with anyone, I figured if I just ignored the situation it would go away.
I was flooded with messages from my friends, his friends, my family and I didn’t care what they had to say. The whole thing felt incredibly embarrassing, you know? I simply didn’t want everyone to know that we had failed and he had found someone else, someone he clearly held in a much higher regard. I wanted the world to swallow me up and spit me out as someone new.
Every day since has been a struggle. I’m tired, exhausted actually. Every person I encounter infuriates me and I’m wishing the day away so that I can go back to bed and think about him without any interruptions.
Until today.
I woke up this morning and something felt different.
A weird peace within that felt so calming, like a weight had been lifted off my chest and I could breathe again.
I realised that it’s down to me, no-one else, to move myself forward.
It's going to suck for the longest time. And my mind is going to go through all the scenarios and feel all the emotions over and over again.
I’ll never be able to forget and the feeling won’t ever go away completely – I truly believe something like this you carry with you forever, simply manifested in different ways.
But I can make it easier on myself, if I want to.
I can get up, play my favourite song, brush my hair, put on some mascara and my favourite top and maybe just those four simple things will help make the day a little better.
I can say yes to opportunities, not avoid them.
I can tell everyone I don’t want to talk about it anymore.
I can surround myself with positive people.
I can move forward.
I can heal the brokenness.
I can.
And I am.
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Wow! I never knew all of that! When I read it my heart actually sunk a bit.
ReplyYou definitely needed that time and you'd have been wrong to try and speed up that process but it's sounding like it's now clicked in to change your mindset and outlook on the situation which is great to hear.
That's not to say it won't kick you from time to time but each time it does you'll be more ready for it and it'll bounce off more and more.
Don't stray from your focus in order to continue what you are building for yourself and NEVER think you are unworthy for anyone. Instead - see it as you weren't the right fit for them (in whatever capacity) much like you feel the same about others.
Anyway - I'm waffling. It was great to read that you're coming out the other side.
Take care.
John
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ReplyAw, Meg, that is AWFUL!! I don't even know what to say because I've never been through something like that, but I can imagine that the pain is unbearable. It'll get easier (although I'm sure you're sick of people saying that to you!). I'm happy you're making a choice to be happier everyday - and you have Bali soon!! SO JEALOUS!
ReplyChrissy x
www.chrissylilly.com
That's so sad Meg. Once that calm feeling comes though, like it has, hold onto it. Its too easy to fall back down :)
ReplyI can't imagine how difficult it must've been to go through all of that. I'm so glad to hear you're feeling better and ready to move forward. Wishing you all the happiness possible!
Replyxx Mimmi, Muted Mornings
That's awful! I can't imagine how difficult it's been but your philosophy is incredible!
ReplyA true inspiration!
I hope 2015 brings you happiness.
Leanne xx
nailsandteapots
Wow this post is inspirational, i had something similar except my ex abused me and now because of him, i cant travel alone and ive got depression. But im healing slowly =]
Replyemyii90.blogspot.co.uk
I am SO pleased to be reading that you are feeling that sense of calm.
ReplyYou have SO much going for you Megs, don't let anybody ever make you think otherwise. xo
You are so much better without him, and I am glad you woke up today and realised. I had a similar experience last year when my ex-boyfriend of 5 years got engaged to my so called best friend (well she isn't my best friend anymore). It will take time and it will be a difficult process but your heart will heal. It took me about two years to be officially over him, and it still hurts now when I see there happy faces light up my facebook. Facebook is a b'stard isn't it?
ReplyYou need to love yourself and don't worry about anyone else. You don't want to be engaged to him if he can be so cruel. The only way is up :)
Lauren xx
Oneeyeoncraft.wordpress.com
I'm so sorry.
ReplyI was with someone for years, we lived together and everything seemed fine to me. About six months from the end we began arguing about a girl I knew who seemed to pop up everywhere he went but he insisted that there was nothing in it. He broke up with me very suddenly and within a month, he and this girl were officially an item. I felt all of the things that you describe.
Five years have passed since then and though they are still together, I met someone else three years ago and we're getting married next summer.
Sometimes things have to end for better things to begin. I hope your better thing starts soon.
Reading this killed me a little bit inside, some people have no morals and you don't deserve to go through it. It gets easier though I promise.
ReplyCharlotte - styleaked
Simply, I love you. x
ReplyMadness. But, men are from Mars and women from venus and all that jazz.
ReplyYou'll look back on this moment and time and you'll smile.
I'm sure you've heard all the cliches and 'inspiring' quotes and comments, and I know I don't 'know' you, but from what I've read and heard I know you're going to be OK. This time and moment will be the making of you. It's sad sometimes that it takes heartbreak to 'live' our lives. Look to the future, it's bright and any colour you want it to be.
Caroline.x
notesfromcaroline.com
Oh dude, people can be fuckwits, can't they? It'll be horribly hard but remember this feeling and cling to it like a life raft. (Also: gin).
ReplySo I won't say anything about it and just will use an opportunity to say that YOU are wonderful. Strong. Beautiful. And kind.
ReplyThat sounds terrible Megan. About a month after my ex (who was my first love) and I broke up I walked past him with his arm around a new girlfriend and then bumped into him buying a valentine's day card for her. It sucks, it really fucking sucks and it hurts so much. I still cry and miss him almost 8 months after the break up.
ReplyIt's important to remember though that this rash moving on says more about him than you. He's clearly afraid of being alone and is latching on to anything that will give him love and affection. You're doing the right thing, taking time to do things you enjoy and learning to be oaky by yourself. Good things fall apart so better things can come together. It may not feel like that now but I can promise you that's the case.
Sending love
xxx
Nina from little nomad
Engaged after that short space of time? I wouldn't hold your breath on that one! Delet off Facebook and keep moving on hun - sounds like you're better off without him heartbreaking as it is xax
ReplyI know right! He's clearly doing this out of spite to get under her skin! That's so childish. Meg needs a real man. That will respect her and treat her like the beautiful person she is. Hell, we all do.
I know how it feels to have your heart broken by someone you love, only for them to choose someone else almost instantly afterwards. It hurts like hell and you want the ground to swallow you up. But in the end, little by little, day by day, you start to move on and move forwards, you realise you're better off without and that you can do this. That you are strong and worth something, that you are not how they made you feel or how they treated you x
Replyholljc.blogspot.co.uk
I'm so glad you're feeling more positive about moving forwards :) it absolutely sucks what happened but I have so much respect for you being so open about it all! I hope the rest of this year makes up for all the crap and the best days are yet to come :)
ReplyNaomi xx
www.ohhellomango.co.uk
Meg, I can't even begin to tell you what an inspiration you've been to me recently. I've read your blog for the longest time and couldn't believe it when your first post went up about this because the exact same thing was happening to me. I felt beyond alone because it didn't make sense in my head that it could be happening, to me or anyone else.
ReplyReading this broke my heart a little bit more but you just said everything that's sat in my heart and if you can then I can.
I hope you find your peace and although you're right, it's never going to stop hurting, I can't explain how brave and strong you are to me. There are plenty more hurdles I know I'm going to have to face before I can be happy again but seeing someone else on this path too makes it feel slightly less isolating.
Sending all the love and positive days your way, and when they aren't possible just 'have a day' Becca xxxx
I'm so sorry this happened to you Meg! I can't even imagine how hurtful that must have been. I found this post really inspiring - it is so brave of you to write about how you are feeling.
ReplyI went through something similar a few years ago and it does get better with time. You absolutely deserve to be happy and there is an amazing life waiting for you.
Sending love xxxx
What does that say about "US"???? Clearly, he was too ignorant to see what a beautiful diamond you are. I will never understand men and their choice in women. Meg, HE THREW A DIAMOND AWAY FOR A ROCK. What does that say about him? We've all gone thru heart breaks. I walked in on my ex laying in bed NAKED with a MAN laying one the side of the bed I normally slept on. I still think about it from time to time, but for the most part, I'm over the situation and my ex. Going thru something traumatic like our situation is so hard to let go. Just you taking the steps to move on is extremely incredible. Please, keep going. Keep pushing forwards. And don't look back. Do something really nice for yourself. I know you hear this all the time, and trust me, it's fucking annoying sometimes, but everything will be ok. The universe has a wonderful surprise for you down the road if you keep moving forward.
ReplyAutumn
A Fabulous Hippie
I am glad to hear you are starting to feel better after your breakup. I also broke up with my boyfriend of 7 years at the end of 2014 and your post has made me see things a bit differently. All the best x
ReplyReading this Jesus Christ I remembered going through a rough break up. Listen here, missy, I know You don't need to hear anything else from anyone. BUT this is not just Us saying this.
ReplyFirst off, I get the pain and I get the breathless feeling. It hurts and You should feel that. But go do stuff that distract You HEALTHY stuff stick to those besties that understand the "I don't want to talk about it" rule.
Second, I won't join the ranks saying He is an idiot because You won't like that. Deep down You want to give Him excuses. Please, don't.
I won't mention how much of an amazing person You are knowing from this blog, I'll just start out shallow. You are beautiful. Like really, lady, and too cute for words!!! So, it definitely isn't saying anything bad about You.
Also, I bet You changed just like He must have in those 7 years. So, now You can be something You new and daring You never had the guts to be so that You didn't get out of Your comfort zone...
Many ideas to ponder.
Do email Me if You feel like opening up to a complete stranger. It sometimes is MUCH better than the difficulty of opening up to someone You're scared might judge!!
-SJay
The Chronic Dreamer
Goddamn Meg! I feel for you, really do. My dad did this to my mum after 27 years (they were married, but he got engaged again pretty soon after) and I watched her her flail for a few months, but she's grown so much and she's a stronger woman for it. She's done things and gone places my dad wouldn't want to go and she's happy for it. She's happy and I hope you've found that happiness and it will grow in you too.
ReplyOhhellojo.blogspot.com
I have no words that could possibly mean anything to you. Your words made me stop breathing - I literally held my breath through the whole thing. I envy this peace that you've found, and at the same time I am so happy for you that you've found it. I only wish this on anyone else who is struggling internally. We all need this. Much love to you, Megs, as always. <3
ReplyThis person has not changed at the core. Even though hes broken ur heart, he held you back from the realisations you are experiencing now? It seems to me he doesnt know himself and is throwing himself into hiding in another person, instead of taking stock of who he is...his journey is gonna be a painful one. U may not feel brave at the moment but thats whats resounding to me as i read ur blog. BRAVE.
ReplyLove you lots <3
Replythats awful.... i feel for you, but well done for coming out the other side (already) thewanderlusthasgotme.blogspot.co.uk, chin up Meg :)
ReplyI'm so sorry to hear this, but very happy to read how strong you are and I'm sure you'll move on. It'll take time but something better will come along.
ReplyAs for him and, I wish both of them explosive diarrhea, a broken toilet and no toilet paper for the duration of their engagement.
Don't doubt yourself.
Xx
Joanna
You're the fucking bomb and you're going to experience amazing things and opportunities and rock life. Much love <3 <3 <3 <3
ReplyJesus, men are so bloody predictable. I've watched a ton of my male friends do similar things - they get freaked out by having a decent girl and a 'serious' relationship, so they break it off and literally grab the first person they can find. They then have a whale of a time with that person because - shock - it's all new and exciting and he makes rash decisions such as this. Then, after six months it'll settle down, he'll realise that not only is she as amazing as he thought, she's actually not amazing at all, and then will probably break it off. He'll regret giving up what he had with you but by then you will be so far past it all, living it up while surrounded with people who actually appreciate you. Then it'll be his turn to feel all of the things you've felt over the last few months.
ReplyReading this broke my heart a little bit & it's scary how vulnerable we make ourselves when in a relationship..
ReplyBut, like you said, you'll be okay. It'll hurt now but one day you'll wake up and another weight will have lifted off your chest, one you didnt even know was really there & suddenly you'll realise that you've moved on. Completley and utterly moved on.
& you'll be concentrating on yourself and your friends/family & then - when the time is right - probably very unexpectedly, you'll meet someone else.. (now there may be a few weirdo's in the mix to start) but then someone better will come along.. You'll wonder what you even saw in the other guy..
I also think it's really brave how you wrote about this so openly.
Small&Blonde
xx
Reading this made me feel slightly sick out of sympathy and anger, this is definitely something horrible to have to go through, but well done and congratulations for getting up and realising this is the start of something even better, you're can get through this shit time and feel so much better for him. Forget him, it's time for you!
ReplyEmma x
Writing Essays With Wine
Just taking it day by day is always the key, and remembering that the only person you need to love you is yourself. I hope you feel better,
ReplyAkira
Oh megs, I've had an experience so similar to this recently tho on a much smaller scale. I had been seeing this guy for a while who treated me really badly, the relationship was totally dodgy and emotionally abusive. He would tell me I wasn't good enough for him and basically just didn't respect me enough to be in an actual relationship with me, among other things. By the end of it I had virtually no self-esteem and trying to get over the way he made me feel, as well as the weird feelings I still have for him despite the way he treated me, has been really really difficult, even months later. To be honest in some perverse way I feel like the way he treated me only made me love him, or at least want to please him, even more. However, I recently found out that he's now in a relationship with someone else- someone else I can only assume in light of the circumstances is more worthy of his love and affection than me- and the feelings of inadequacy that have come with this knowledge have been really really difficult to overcome. It takes up a lot of my head space and has been getting me really down. To be honest, the things I felt the day I found out about his new relationship were some of the worst I've ever felt so I can't even imagine the sort of pain you've been going through. However, it gave me so much comfort to know that someone else out there (and some of the people in the comments too) is going through a similar thing and I hope it gives you some comfort knowing you're not alone either. One thing that's getting me through at the minute is believing that there's hope for the future and things can only get better and easier with time. I'm so glad you're starting to feel better again, and believe me when I say that there will come a time in the not-so-distant future when all the pain you've felt throughout this experience will be a distant memory. Sending so much love your way xxxx
ReplyBeth | Alphabeth
This is a subject close to my heart as very similar happened to me at end of 2014. Everything takes time but it does get better eventually - I hope! Even though 2015 is not how I expected or planned, I am making it a year to do some bits for myself like I'm currently on holiday as I write this. Lots more planned too like a girly holiday. Hope everything works out for you :) Its hard not to be upset, you can pretend with a smile every day and just get on with it. I have been doing that for a few months now but finally realised I was just hiding my feelings so now I'm accepting fact that I am upset and will get over it. Anyways lots of love xo
Replywww.sunshineonacloudyday.co.uk
I know a comment from an anonymous stranger probably doesn't mean much and it's definitely not the high road thing to say but when i first found your blog i was blown away how beautiful, humble, and nice you seemed. After you said you had a boyfriend, my nosiness took over and I couldn't help but wonder what you saw in him! you seem so genuine and sweet and he honestly looks like a dumb beef cake who spent a weird amount of time objectifying women on instagram. If he moved on that fast, I GUARANTEE you lucked out. Its going to be hard for a while but you defnitely got the upper hand. For now, I say I am sorry for your pain but soon, I will say congrats. But thats just the unsolicited opinion of a random stranger.
ReplyThis Person is a psychopath trust me look at his behavior.
Reply(I have been with a man that did the same to me)
He prob lies so much to the point he believes his own lies and that he can do no wrong. He has no guilt or remorse or he wouldn't do this.!! If he wanted too he would keep it on the low as respect for you!
1st point I can see you prob had enough of his behavior of betrayal and for what ever reasons if it be to try and get him to change or to move on yourself you left him.(he prob begged for you not too at first)
However a psychopath will only seek revenge "because you left them" there is no other reason for this behavior (obviously being who he is he most likely knew her before but this girl could have been any girl just a girl that was willing)
He mostly lied and told her shit too and most likely will do the same to her its only been a few months.
She is most likely 100% different to you if you have brown hair he will go for a blonde (even though he said before he hates blonde hair) Its just all the more to get you to feel shit about yourself.
He prob takes tons of pictures with her and prob didn't with you. He basically will be the opposite of what he told you he was.
There is only one reason for this. only to prove a point.
In reality he is only making himself look an idiot not only to you now but the rest of the world.
She clearly can not be that bright either he prob told her your relationship was over a long time (not that he begged you to stay)
Unfortunately she prob was the side girl that became the main Girl because you said no)
1st of all you are much better off with out this controlling Sicko who prob made you feel crap in your relationship anyway
2nd of all don't give him the satisfaction of him knowing that what he is doing is effecting you. Look at you! look what you have done.. you are truly amazing.
Good luck. and just let time tell the truth.
Rhia. x
You're such a beautiful, talented and strong woman! This post will help so many people. I know friends who have been in similar situations but at least you aren't wasting any more of your time on someone who can't see you for all that you are. It really is his loss and one day you'll realise that! I'm glad the inner peace has arrived. Sending you lots of love and well wishes!
ReplyTara xo
Using Anon as my phone went let me log on I'm afraid! Can I just say how thankful I am that you're writing about this! I am going through a very similar experience (though after 4 years and rather than engaged they just very publically flaunt their relationship, we are both 20. Went to the same university together and he dumped me write before exams. Now he's both at home when I go and in uni and I have to see them all the time.)
ReplyThis was only in November so I am still, like you, actively going through it even though it constantly feels like I should have moved on because he has. Reading about your story really helps me realise that it's normal to be hurting and that as long as you look ahead to a time when it won't be than its healthy.
I just wanted to say that you're beautiful, and although you could have the picnic the lot you're so wise for letting your heart and soul heal first.
It hurts when you don't have stories like other people, when it doesn't feel like a terrible relationship you're better off without but believe that everything happens for a reason and that better things are yet to come. You're so young too.
I honestly hope you are okay, I will be keeping updated with the break up posts because of how much they help, I hope you find some comfort in the comment.
Stay positive,
A xo
I'm so sorry that you had to go through that. My husband and I split up just over a year ago now, and I too have had to find out things in ways I wish I hadn't...
ReplyIt's really important that you find your own way of dealing with things. Yes, it's going to hurt and no-one can rush you to feel better, but the fact that you're seeing a way forward means you're getting there.
I wish you every happiness in the future.
Meg, my heart aches for you, I'm so sorry that you are going through this. My boyfriend broke my heart a couple of years ago, right before my exams and it was unbelievable. I felt sick every day waiting on Facebook to tell me he was in a new relationship, it was my biggest fear. Luckily a few months passed and he asked me to give things another go and we worked through our problems. I can't even imagine what it must be like to go through the same situation but a million times worse. So glad the pain is starting to ease for you. You're a beautiful girl and have your whole future ahead of you.
ReplyStay strong :) xx
That is just awful! I can't believe something like that could happen to someone so lovely like you - like you say, only this kinda shit happens in Eastenders! I've not had anything happen like that to me, but if it does I hope I can be as strong as you are :) x
ReplyEverything But The Kitchen Sink
What a jerk! You deserve beter! And engage after that short space of time..thats ugh i dont even have words for it. but i'm glad your feeling more positive after this broke up. Your beautiful and amazing!
ReplyYou have no idea how inspirational you are Megs, I hope today is the start of a new chapter for you. Lots of love xxxxx
Replywww.hello-cat.blogspot.co.uk
This is heartbreaking and inspiring at the same time. I am so sorry that you were hurt so deeply, but know that you are inspiring and strong. To know you can make it through that and still write so beautifully shows your true talent. Stay strong beautiful!
ReplyHoly shit Megs, I had no idea. I'm so sorry. I'll keep my fingers crossed for you that his marriage fails (too far?)
Replyxx
I've saved this unread in my feed till I actually had time to read it all. It's awful chick, I had a similar thing though not as quickly as that. My ex was married and had a kid in less time than we'd been together made me feel awful so I can understand how you felt. Your 100% right though only you can make it better, wallowing a all well and good for a bit I think it's part of the process but then you have to pick yourself up and get up on with it. You are fab chick and you'll be fine
ReplyLauren
livinginaboxx
My heart sank reading this, especially having gone through something so similar myself just last year. I hope you hold onto that calm feeling, it will carry you through. Some things have to end for even better things to begin, and I have no doubt that amazing things lie in your future!
ReplyStay strong, you're an inspiration to me, and to so many people xo
Douche alert, douche alert!
ReplyABSOLUTELY INSPIRED by the way you have managed to talk about an understandably devastating time and yet managed to prove that you're wonderful, genuine, and above all, beautiful from the very itty bitty depths of your soul!
Well done girl!!
To me, this post shows a few things. 1. You're really strong, (go you Megs, you win!) 2. Humility is everything, and it is so beautiful, and you've nailed that too! 3. The amount of talent you have in the end of your fingertips (let alone in your cutesy little soul) is unbelievable.
ReplyZoe xx
zoeclairer.wordpress.com
I am FINALLY catching up with blog posts that I have saved and now, after a busy time can settle down (with a cuppa, obvs!) and read. I always save yours as I don't want to flit over them, they are awesome, you are awesome. You answered my email the other day and it made me cry and this made me cry too as I know exactly how this must've felt. I effing HATE FB, I shut down my old account when I split with my ex and it took ages to open a new one, then I went on a HUGE blocking spree to ensure no one accidently let anything slip (self protection there!). Keep being you gorgeous lady, you are a massive inspiration xx Lucy (fromlucywithlove.co.uk)
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ReplyMy name is james from Illinois in USA. Am here to testify of a great and powerful spell caster named SALOBA. I was so confused and devastated when my wife left me for another man. I needed her back desperately because i loved her so much. So i contacted this great spell caster for a help. He helped me cast a return love spell on her and just within 12 to 16 hours my wife came back to me crying and begging for my forgiveness. I want to recommend this great spell caster to anyone that truly needs an urgent solution to a love break up. Simply contact the great SALOBA via email address OR call his cell phone number to help thanks.
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ReplyThis is a great testimony that everyone need to read. I am Jerry from USA,i hear how people are talking about This powerful spell caster called DR AKERECO in regard of how he bring back ex lover,winning lottery,getting pregnant and getting married to their dream true lover and i also contact him with his email, His Facebook page name(Salaam Shafi) to help me cast a spell in regard of my ex lover whom i love so much that left me 2yrs ago,but today my ex is back to me and we are happily married with 2kids and i am so much happy for the help i found in you DR AKERECO. I and my family are very much happy and we are living large now,i am grateful and appreciate your good work of spell casting,thank you and may you leave long to help people in problems His ligit website http://drakerecospellcaster.webs.com Again his email
ReplyThis is one of the most honest posts I have ever read. I love how uplifting it is at the end. You are strong and beautiful and worth so much more than all of that hurt and heartbreak xx
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