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Friday, 28 February 2014

Anxiety | There is Hope

Anxiety or Panic Attacks are something that so many people experience on multiple different levels. It was always something I struggled to understand/comprehend with others and I never thought for a moment that it could or would be something that I would suffer with. I was wrong. And this post is here just for me to share my thoughts and experience on my personal battle with the beast that is: Anxiety.

For a few years now whenever I’ve felt nervous, scared or anxious about doing something, I’ve been sick...full on, throwing up for hours on end, not just nausea – and thrown in with hot sweats, tears and restlessness I’m really quite the pretty picture.
To be honest when it first started happening I didn’t really pay too much attention to it, I just thought I was a bit weird and tried to cover it up or joked about it if people found out. I mean asides from the seemingly illogical sickness I was experiencing, I was a normal, happy girl – some would say confident, even. And of course, I understand that everyone worries about things, it’s just to the extent that your brains let’s you get to that you need to learn to manage. And you shouldn't think for a second just because someone seems okay on the outside that what's going on behind closed doors isn't real. It really, really is.
It was only recently, when it started to get quite bad that alarm bells rang and I thought to myself ‘this just isn’t, right’. My sickness has always been brought on by fear - for example at the start it would be momentous, new scenarios that focused on me i.e. my driving test or an interview; but just lately it’s started to become what would appear to outsiders more simple tasks, like answering an email or speaking to a loved one about something/anything. Naturally it’s becoming more of a worry for me and it has started to get to the point where I am considering not doing things simply because I know it will make me sick beforehand. We all know that this can ultimately lead to people losing themselves and I didn’t want that for myself.  

So, I took to twitter to ask you lovely lot (because you’ve always supported me, happy times or not) what it meant if I was being physically sick through nerves. Countless tweets came back to me all with the word ‘anxiety’ standing out like a sore thumb. In all honestly I was quite shocked – I thought when you suffered from anxiety it meant that you would have panic attacks, but I had never thought to associate it with my sickness. Silly? Perhaps.

I felt a sudden wave of relief wash over me. If I had anxiety, that meant it could be helped and I wasn’t alone. My second thought was ‘Oh crap, now I feel sick because I’ve probably got anxiety’...thanks brain.

I bit the bullet and last week I booked in to see my GP - this week I had my appointment. I was up at 3am being sick, crying and lying on the bathroom floor looking at the ceiling worrying about talking to my GP about my worries...6am rolled around and I picked myself up off the floor, threw some clothes on (I’d showered before bed, don’t worry ;)) and got in the car.
When I arrived, the surgery was closed...not a great start, but then they’re rarely on time are they! I waited for a few minutes and finally a light went on. I sat down in the waiting room concentrating on my breathing to try and stop me from being sick (which didn’t work, lovely) before she called my name to go through.

I sat down and before she could even say hello I blurted out exactly how I was feeling. Instantly I felt calmer and sat back and waited for her response. She took my blood pressure (which was normal) and then asked me to complete a form of questions, asking how often I feel certain ways and to what extent – once I’d finished she counted up my score and confirmed I was suffering with severe anxiety coming out at a high score of 18/21.

Honestly, I again felt a little shocked and taken aback. Because I hadn’t associated what I was experiencing with anxiety, I wasn’t expecting to be suffering with it so badly. By this point, because my sickness could be brought on by pretty much anything, my GP asked how I would feel about trying some daily medication for the next few months, just to see how it went. Usually, I wouldn’t feel comfortable with it, but because I’ve been feeling so emotionally drained by everything I decided that it was probably for the best and there wasn’t any harm at least trying it, just to see.

I won’t go in to the specifics of what I’ve been prescribed as I’m not sure it’s completely relevant – but if you would like to know, feel free to drop me an email and I’d be happy to share further details if need be :)

So... off the back of all this, I’ve been very lucky recently, with opportunities that my blog have lead me to and yesterday was a day I was really excited for, but that I was also dreading. I had two photo shoots, one with Lola and Grace, one with John Lewis and also half a day filming with Clinique for a new campaign. Although I couldn’t believe my luck I was also overwhelmed with worry regarding it. Seeing my GP beforehand was the best thing I could’ve done and it meant that I could actually make these opportunities a reality and face them without the usual fear I experience – and I am SO grateful for that. Honestly, without having made that appointment I don’t know that I would’ve been able to get up and go yesterday. It was a turning point for me and I ended up feeling on top of the world.

What I’m trying to say is, take control. Even though it can feel impossible and you feel completely lost and that no-one can help. They can. I totally understand that GP’s can be truly awful, but it’s in your hands to find the right GP that works for you. I went through 5 different doctors before I found one that I felt clicked with me and was actually invested in my wellbeing. I know it shouldn’t be your responsibility or worry, but sometimes life throws you lemons, in the shape of GP’s, and it’s utterly changeable and we shouldn’t not face a problem just because we think our GP is rubbish and won’t be able to help. Keep searching and you WILL find the right one, and it will be SO worth it.

My anxiety is something I’m still coming to terms with and of course, I don’t want to be on medication for the rest of my life so it’s a situation I’m going to have to really keep on top of and learn to cope with myself going forward. I mean, I don’t even currently have personal coping mechanisms, which are very important with a condition like this. But for the moment, I am thankful for the help I’ve received, from you, my family and my GP – it’s meant that I can address the situation head on, and learn that there IS something that can be done, whether it be a quick fix or not it doesn’t matter.

It doesn’t matter if your anxiety is mild or extreme, you can still get help and even if you get one knock back, someone telling you you’re being silly or overreacting, don’t listen, remember me and the thousands of others that are making a change and be strong headed about it, there’s no shame in being forceful with your health – it’s the most important thing, ever.

If you don’t suffer with anxiety but know someone that does, Zoella wrote a very detailed, insightful post on the different effects it can have on someone and how you can potentially help them cope, which is quite relatable across the board :)

The next step is to see how my medication helps (or potentially not) - which is scary enough in itself, but I'm fighting my demons and saying, why the hell not. And also research possible solutions or therapies that can help me overcome this on my own, in my own time. I know that this works on a completely individual basis and what works for some might not work for others, but I would be so grateful if anyone reading this that suffers with anxiety has any tips that help them deal with it or any therapies in particular you’ve participated in that have made a change.

I was really apprehensive and nervous to post this, because obviously, it's very personal. But I found that when reading up on blogs about these sorts of things, there wasn’t much out there for someone who’s literally just discovered their anxiety and I thought it might be helpful to share with you guys, just so you know you’re not alone and there is always a positive in reaching out and asking for help.

If this is something you find interesting or helpful I’d be really happy to continue documenting my journey and sharing how I am progressing/improving (hopefully!). Let me know if this is something you would like to see :)


I hope I haven’t bored you too much and thank you again, for being the reason I took that step and asked for help because it’s already made the world of difference to something I just didn’t think could be changed. It's going to be a long journey, but I've started it and that's the main thing. And if you have felt or are feeling similar to any of the above....



Sunday, 23 February 2014

Thank You | Alice Hannah Giveaway!

Geometric Gem Hat, Gem and Stud Mixed Gloves, Pearl Trim Hat
You may have seen my recent where I shared how much I appreciate your guys constant support, especially of late when I've been feeling a bit crappy.
So, I thought what better way to say thank you than to share a little giveaway! The wonderful ladies at Alice Hannah have been kind enough to offer all of the items you see above as a lovely little package for you to win. All you have to do is fill in the rafflecopter form below....

These accessories are my absolute favourites and the hats in particular are perfect for the weather we're currently experiencing...god knows how many times I've nearly lost my Fedora hat in the wind! These beautiful beret's aren't going anywhere though and they're super cosy.

I hope you like this giveaway, even if the items might not be your cup of tea, they'd make a gorgeous present for a friend or family member :)

It will run for 1 week and the winner will be picked at random and contacted by Alice Hannah to claim their prize.
When you leave your comment below, make sure you include your email address or twitter handle so that it makes it easy for me to contact you if you win!

Thank you for being forever wonderful, I love you all heaps.

Good Luck!
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Thursday, 20 February 2014

What I Wore | It Was Acceptable in the 80's

Tee: Make One Good*. Jeanes: Wildfox*. Boots: George at ASDA*. Coat: Olive. Glasses: Tesco*. Lipstick: Rimmel Moisture Renew Diva Red. Belt: Vintage
Terrible roots is the worst thing about having red hair – my natural colour is such a mousey brown that I almost look grey underneath. So the only answer in this instance is a top knot that’s higher than a mountain to attempt to cover it up.

Today, I’m pretty excited because not only do I have a new coat that makes me feel like my life is complete (don’t judge) – I’ve also discovered a clothing brand that genuinely makes my heart happy. *drags out soap box* Make one Good designed this bloody good t-shirt – and honestly it is probably my most loved item ever. Firstly the design is just incredible, I love how originally brilliant it is and how much colour it brings, so casually. Secondly, not only does this brand make incredible tees, they’re also pretty hot on giving back - for every purchase we make, they plant 20 trees...I know amazing right. They want to help mend our society whilst making us look fierce in the process, which is an ethos I am totally down with.  

I’ve also acquired some new (prescription) glasses, which I intend to wear forever from this day forward. I never thought to look to Tesco for my frames before but I am literally in love - I feel like a Harry Potter cast member (sorry Warner Bros you missed your chance to have me as Hermione ;)). They're super lightweight, fit like a glove for your face and the tortoise shell finish is my absolute favourite. 

A staple pair of jeans are also a necessity when it comes to my wardrobe. I've been after a grey pair for yonks but really struggle with the fit of most high street brands, which means I usually have to go high-end. Then I found these beauties from Wildfox. They cost a pretty penny but they're honestly the best pair of jeans I've ever owned. They're soft, super stretchy and the acid wash effect makes them a little more interesting than your standard pair. 


P.S. I can't wait to have my hair done.

Don't forget you can shop my look here:



Tuesday, 18 February 2014

Blogger Love Tag.


I don’t think I’ve ever taken part in a tag on my blog before. To be honest, most of the time they don’t particularly interest me. But my beloved Zoe tagged me in this one and I thought it would actually be quite nice for you to find out a little more about my favourite parts of blogging, who enables my purchases and who inspires me! A big round of applause to the fabulous Fee for creating the tag!

What was the first blog you ever came across? 

Zoella. The funny thing was that I didn’t even know blogging existed at the time (whoops)...I was googling something to do with hair styles and up popped Zoe’s beautiful Barnett. I clicked on it and it led me through to her blog...that was 3 years ago and the rest is history!

Favourite beauty blog reads

I seriously have so many, but when I find a new beauty product the first blog I check without a doubt for a review is Tattooed Tealady by Sophia, she has a bucket full of beauty knowledge and is incredibly lovely too. Essie Button is also one of my absolute faves – Esteé is that natural beauty who knows how to rock any bold lip and no-one knows skincare better.

Best blogging friend

Shock horror......ZOE NEWLOVE. I love this lady so much and if you want to know a little bit more about our friendship you can read my post . Blogging is pretty amazing but when it brings a new best friend in to your life you’ve gotta bow down.

Name a blog that enables your purchases:

Hmm..that’s a tough one. I’m more easily enabled via YouTube reviews, but Alix from I Covet Thee makes me want to buy EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD EVER. So I think it’s safe to say she’s an enabler...

5 blogs everyone should be reading! I can't pick 5 that's too hard.

Couture Girl
Hannah Maggs

Your favourite way to read blogs

I do find that I still browse through my blogger.com feed daily, but my absolute favourite has to be bloglovin’. It’s so easy to use and a great way to engage with the community through liking posts and sharing via social media platforms. You can check mine out here!

Bloggers that inspire you 

It’s not a ‘beauty’ blog per-say but Laura from Superlatively Rude is one of the most inspiring ladies I’ve ever come across in the blogging world. She’s more lifestyle, i.e. she writes about vagina’s *we’ve all got ‘em ladies* and basically anything that happens in her life. She inspires me to be more open and confident in myself and can write like no other – this lady has serious, serious TALENT.

Favourite blog design/look

I absolutely love Cider with Rosie’s blog design. It’s so neat and tidy but still manages to keep that quirky, earthy feel. I just love it.

What is your favourite thing about blogging? 

I think it goes without saying – the blogging community is by far the best thing. Whether you’re feeling on top of the world or like it’s crashing down on you, you can guarantee that so many bloggers will be there as a huge support. Blogging makes you feel like you’ve found your place in the world, where people accept you for who you are, your obsessive fashion needs and incessant want for tea. I’m grateful everyday for the people that now constantly surround me via my blog, it’s such a special thing!

Name a blogger you would most like to see write a book in the future!



This is such a difficult question...but I think it would have to be Hannah Maggs. She has been through a lot in her life and is a personal inspiration to me for many reasons. I think what she's accomplished to date would be a fantastic basis for a book - not only is she so genuine, but she would definitely help demonstrate to a younger demographic that you can achieve anything if you set your mind to it.

       SO, that was my TAG! What did you think? I know it's a little different, but I hope you enjoyed it :) 
I tag...Hannah and Kayleigh - and of course anyone that wants to take part! Please leave me a comment below if you decide to take part so I can read your post - and don't forget to and let her know too! xxx


Friday, 14 February 2014

What I Wore | In The City

Hat: Topshop. Waistcoat: Zara (Similar here). Ribbed Jumper: River Island. Leggings: Zara. Boots: & Other Stories (similar here). Bag: George at ASDA. Lipstick: Rimmel Moisture Renew in Diva Red.
Well, Happy Valentine's Day you absolute beauties. Whether you believe in the 'day of love' or not, it's still polite to say, right?
I've unintentionally supplied you with some romantically red back-drop photographs too...I'd like to say that it was organised, but we all know I'm not that efficient ;)
The beautiful Katy and I headed to London last week for the In Love With Fashion bloggers event (post coming soon) and on the walk to the venue it was only natural that we took some cheeky outfit snaps. Oh and hello, naughty pigeon trying to steal the shot...you little devil, you.

I always think to myself that there's absolutely no way I could live in London. I'm a country girl and the loud, rude nature of the city just scares me (plus I feel filthy and like I need a good wash after just a few hours!) - but that being said, the locations for photographs are endless and beautiful and...*sulks*.

I've been living in this outfit and just changing up the tops I wear with it. I know I look like I'm a morbid moody moo, but y'know, I like black!

PS. Don't wear hats to windy London unless you want to run after them multiple times and nearly lose them to the river.

Shop my look here...






Thursday, 13 February 2014

Peachy Perfect | Style Your Flavour with Pago & LFW SS14

Today’s outfit post has a slightly different twist to my usual. I’ve been tasked by the fabulous Pago (you know, the ones who make the yummy fruit juices?) to create an on trend SS14 look, using one of their flavours as inspiration! Pretty cool right? And also share with you their latest competition: the opportunity to get your hands on a Cambridge Satchel...needless to say I’ve been super excited to post this, so I really hope you like it :D
I’ve found the SS14 trends to be actually pretty wearable this year. I look at the catwalk and can easily envisage throwing similar outfits together and not feeling completely ridiculous, which makes a change, doesn’t it?

With that in mind, I decided on Pago’s classic Peach Nectar juice for my colour theme – relating it back to the famous pastel shades that will continue to be super popular this Spring.
For the look I opted for a ‘Long skirt and flat shoes’ trend - usually when we think of midi skirts we would automatically reach for our kitten heels, but not this season...which is something I’m very happy about. It’s a tricky look to rock, but it’s worth a shot and I love the feminine, preppy style it achieves. My skirt is from Zara, a purchase I made a couple of years ago and the quality is bloomin’ awesome. My brogues are from the Marky ASOS range, the belt is an old vintage find, the satchel is from LYDC and my silk blouse is a vintage piece from Cow. Bearing in mind that none of these pieces of clothing are new, I’ve dragged them all out of my existing wardrobe – which just shows that fashion trends always come back around. 

I also wanted to go for something a little bit different with the photo’s....I thought the outfit would suit a more ethereal background and with a helping hand from a very fabulous man these images were born – what do you think? (Thank you SO much Scott!!)

Now on to the exciting bit and where you guys come in...Do you fancy having a go at creating your own outfit inspired by a Pago flavour? There are over 40 flavours available, from Cloudy Cherry, Pink Grapefruit to my choice - Peach Nectar.

Simply take inspiration from Pago and the best looks from #LFW SS/14 to enter this pretty awesome competition.

For your chance to win your very own Cambridge Satchel, simply pick a flavour, create your look and upload your image to the before noon on the 28th February 2014.  Simples. Wishing you loads of luck guys, I know that you can rock it!

(Full terms and conditions on the style and colour TBC and open to UK residents only)

This little challenge is being carried out by me, Becca, Catherine, Rhiannon and Sarah – and once Pago have narrowed it down to the final 10, we’ll be helping to choose a winner...woohoo! So make sure you let me know if you enter :)

Oh and don't forget you can shop my look here:

Although this post is in collaboration with Pago Fruit juice all thoughts are my own and 100% honest*



Wednesday, 12 February 2014

Meet Moo's Marvellous Advertisers | February 2014

We're already half way through February - say whaaat?! And I want to take the time to tell you a little bit about the amazing people that are sitting on my sidebar this month. Each of them bring something completely different and sharing new reads with you is one of my favourite things about blogging, so I hope you love them as much as I do...
Adventures of an Anglophile
You know when you stumble across a blog that just makes you stop? And then you lose a few hours just scrolling through every single post in awe? Yeah, that's what I had when I found Andini. Her style is impeccable - think mixed textures, bold pieces and a hell of a lot of collars; and her photography is just summin' else. I have serious everything envy when it comes to this girl and my favourite recent post has to be Feral Love, featuring that Minkpink dress everybody want's to own!

Tape Parade
I love Laila, like, a lot. This is definitely a blog for fellow music lovers and lifestyle nosy-parkers alike. Not only can she sing like an angel, but she also plays the piano, clarinet and ukulele. Whether you want to have a song written for you, or just fancy catching up with what her and her best friend James get up to on their monthly meet up adventures (I'm sorry, but they are too awesome, just look), you've come to the right place. Oh, she also has pretty damn good style to match.

Beauty Becky
Becky is a beauty, so her blog name is pretty apt right? Her beautifully bright, clear and gorgeous photography leaves me a green eyed monster and if you're looking for a new beauty blog to sink your teeth (/eyes) in to, then look no further. Whether you're looking for some daily make-up inspiration or a cute new jewellery store this girl has it all.

Sookie Spartan
Oh my god, what an absolute beauty to behold. I cannot quite fathom how gorgeous this woman is, I mean seriously, look at this. I know right? If that's not the most beautiful look you've ever seen, well, I don't even know. Asides from a stunning face, you can also expect copious amounts of make-up looks, fashion hauls and life updates. Sara is pretty brilliant, but you can go see for yourself.

Olive and Frank
Every time I'm on this website I love it just a little bit more. It's the perfect destination to satisfy your vintage fix and one that won't break the bank either. Everything is super affordable and bang on trend. I mean, just take a look at this jumper - I need it in my life, and I'm sure you do too.

If you'd like to find out more about advertising with Wonderful You, you can find all the details !


Tuesday, 11 February 2014

Just To Say...Thank You

I just wanted to take today’s post to say thank you. I’ve been moaning a fair bit recently and even though I try my best to stay positive on my social platforms sometimes you just can't force a smile - you have that need to say: 'Hey, I'm feeling crap' so people understand you’re not just a poo-head that doesn’t care. I’m not going to go in to why I have been feeling rubbish because, well it’s just not something I’m ready or want to talk about.
All I know is that sometimes we just find ourselves in a dark place, where we’d rather go for a walk alone, listening to sad music in our headphones that make us feel even more sorry for ourselves and just have a (big) cry *insert Bridget Jones clip here* And I think that sometimes, that’s okay. We need that release and it’s important to help us feel human.

But what’s also important is to be thankful and remember the positive side to every dark situation. It may sound completely ludicrous, but throughout this low point, I’ve had you. You’ve been there supporting me, knowingly or not, every comment, every tweet, every ‘like’, every share makes the hurt a little less. Unless you write a blog it may be hard to understand, but the support through this community is like nothing else I’ve ever experienced. I wish that I could collect you all in to one HUGE person and squeeze you all so tight, because you give me strength.

My blog is what I turn to, to remember that I’m not rubbish. Actually, I’m quite awesome thank you very much. I run this little blog by myself and put so much hard work in to it that at times it can feel like a full-time job in itself. But it’s totally worth it for the emotional reward that it brings.

So thank you, thank you, thank you. For being there, for being absolutely ace in every way and for being my silver lining. You are more amazing than you could know.


Monday, 10 February 2014

What I Wore | Lady in Red

Dress: Britfash*. Fedora: Topshop. Boots: Kurt Geiger via ASOS.
I haven’t really felt like writing much recently. Instead I’ve enjoyed wearing pretty dresses and forgetting about any troubles.

Because, if a girl can’t dress up to shake away the blues, when can she?

With that, a thank you to Britfash is in order - for continuing to fulfill my pretty dress needs. 



Friday, 7 February 2014

What I Wore | Androgynous Attire

Fractured Print Shirt: Choies*. Cigarette Trousers: Missguided . Boots: Kurt Geiger via ASOS. Earrings: Lola and Grace. Lipstick: Rimmel Moisture Renew in Diva Red.
Sometimes I think I was meant to be a boy. I mean, I wasn’t exactly blessed with beautiful woman curves and throughout my younger teenage years definitely looked more boyish than I perhaps would’ve liked.
I’ve sort of embraced my boyish figure now – I mean shake what ya mother gave you and all that jazz, right? And with that, I sometimes quite like to dress a little more androgynous - buttoned up shirts and cigarette pants are definitely a way to fulfill that brief.

Remember me talking about that Choies shirt dress? Well this frickin’ awesome blouse (that I also wore in this ) is from there too, and is just as brilliant. The fractured stone effect print is so unusual and I've received heaps of comments asking where it's from since I got it. It's quite lovely, isn't it?
I love it tucked in to these trousers but it’s reasonably long so looks lovely over a pair of tight leggings as well – keep your eyes peeled, as that will probably be blogged soon!

Also, these boots are my life.



Thursday, 6 February 2014

Jo Malone Dark Amber & Ginger Lily Candle Review

Jo Malone Dark Amber & Ginger Lily Cologne Intense Candle
Candles = my obsession. There is nothing I love more than coming home from work and lighting a few around the house. Not only does it make everything smell amazing, it instantly relaxes my mood and creates a warm, cosy atmosphere.

Of late, I’ve been feeling really quite down. I can’t pin it to one thing, but life’s just been a bit odd recently and thrown a few challenges my way which I’m finding quite difficult to manage. And I know it sounds a bit silly, but Jo Malone and this candle have actually been my saving grace. Every Thursday I have a ‘me evening’ where I have a little pamper to relax and this candle has been at the center of it all. The fragrance is just another level – it’s cologne intense, including scents of amber, black orchid, ginger, water lily and black cardamom.

Seriously guys if a candle can be sexy, that’s exactly what this is - it’s woody, musky, luxurious, deep and is quite frankly the best thing I’ve ever smelt. It’s a lot of money to spend on something that essentially isn’t a necessity but I’ll 100% be repurchasing it. My lovely aunty bought it for Daniel and I as a housewarming gift (but to be fair, it’s obviously mine ;)), so can we all just take a moment to appreciate how flippin’ beautiful the packaging is?
The box is perfect to keep a hold of for storing bits and bobs in at a later date and the tin lid with the beautiful bow puts the cherry on the top of an already awesome cake. Not only do you get complimentary gorgeous Jo Malone matches they also spray the tissue paper in perfume, which if like me you are totally overcome with joy at lovely gimmicks like this you will totally understand the joy it brings me.

The candle itself is black, which just makes me love it even more. Say goodbye to the soot stained ivory candles that just end up looking messy no matter how nice they smell – and the flame burns so perfectly – gah, I’m gushing!! Can you tell how much I love it?

Even just writing this all down makes me feel happy! So yes, candles bring me joy and lots of it. So much so, that I’m seriously considering buying the matching perfume because to be frank, it smells like god in a bottle. At £100 I’m going to have to save for a while, but it’s bloody worth it.

That reminds me...it's Thursday today, which means me and this beauty have a date. BRB.


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